tulpa2-deactivated20191122:

Omg i thought you a bitch but you’re actually really cool. I thought you were a total bitch because you don’t talk a lot. Just an absolute cunt. A horrible horrible rude bitch. The worst. I thought “wow this bitch is so quiet who does she think she is? She thinks she’s so much better than us. I literally hate her” We cool now tho

inloveforevr:

I only ever want the simple and small things. A bowl of fruit. To exist comfortably. To be accepted. To be loved. To eat nice food. To laugh as much as I can.

im afraid i am more like my dad than i had ever known myself to be. the lashouts, the insecurity, the possessiveness. the antisocialness. aching to push people away. and worst of all, the entitlement to be wanted, needed, and taken care of.